Surreal

"Baby Girl" and I have come to a better understanding. We are doing much better. Life is less stressful. We are laughing like we once did, smiling and enjoying one another.

I see that without the influence of others she and I can make it okay. We love one another deeply. And it's something that those around us either have to accept or deal with. But no longer can they "pit" us against one another. Or request and suggest what they feel we should do.

We must do, and are doing what works for us. We have made a sacrifice. So that we can both do what is right, and be closer to Him. That alone is a struggle within it's self. A conscience effort that we must deal with daily. How dare people judge and demand things from us.

How dare anyone speak our sins when they have their own to handle.

But God knows. He know our hearts. He knows our struggles. And it's Him that I must answer to. And only him.

I love "Baby Girl", and I always will. I choose to love her. I can't help but love her.